The Toxicity Survival Guide
By Dr. Louise Williams
The Toxicity Survival Guide May 30, 2023
How to deal with frustration that you aren't where you hoped to be
As we roll into 2024 you might have noticed that your healing journey didn't look exactly the way you had hoped in 2023. You might be having some feelings about what that means for you going into the new year. With the help of philosopher J. Aaron Simmons and his new book Camping with Kierkegarrd, I explore what it means to confront the reality of where we are on our journey.
When your mental health is rough- try this
Blackburn suggests you need good mental health in order to do philosophy. I say he's got it all wrong. In this episode, I share how philosophy can directly improve your mental health and some of the best ways to accomplish that!
Books:
A Very Short Introduction Series
Podcasts:
A History of Philosophy Without Any Gaps
Youtube Philosophy:
https://www.youtube.com/user/IOFrimpong
https://www.youtube.com/user/gbisadler
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They Will Misunderstand You: Speak Anyways
Some topics demand nuance and not everyone is going to have the capcity to hold onto that nuance. That doesn't mean that we shouldn't express what needs to be said. I explore the value of expressing nuance in light of the Israel-Hamas war and as someone who regularly speaks about child abuse.
Here is the Charlotte Clymer piece
Here is a link to the Instagram post I mention in this episode
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Wisdom from inside the Holocaust: Viktor Frankl for cycle breakers
I explore the wisdom existential philosopher and holocaust survivor Victor Frankl has to offer in these turbulent times. I share how his wisdom is helping me navigate the current increase of antisemitism and how it can help everyone working hard to break cycles.
UPDATE: Since the recording of this episode, I have learned that the specific incident that directly inspired it was inaccurately reported on. You can read the details of what happened here https://www.uclahillel.org/stateofjewishbruinlifeoct2023
There have been other incidents recently at instutions of higher education including Columbia University and Cooper Union. Learn about those specifics here: https://www.nydailynews.com/2023/10/30/jewish-students-at-columbia-other-ny-colleges-facing-anti-semitism-say-they-feel-unsafe-abandoned/
To learn more about the increasing rate of antisemitism around the world you can see the Anti Defamation League's recent report here: https://www.adl.org/resources/blog/global-antisemitic-incidents-wake-hamas-war-israel
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Cycle Breaking and World Events: Israel and Palestine
While I am no expert on world politics, I am a Jew thanks to my abusive mother. As a result, I am involved in the Israel and Palestine conflict. I talk about the cycles I see taking place in this conflict and reflect on how these events really reveal just how needed and critical your cycle breaking work really is.
What to do when you're on the strugglebus
I don't have a cure all for the strugglebus, but I do have a few ideas about what might help you.
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Be angry: Heal Intergenerational Trauma
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My Secret Weapon Against Toxic People
This is an often misunderstood tool that has made a HUGE difference in my own life and navigating toxic people.
Are you sick? Or are you just being human? Let's stop pathologizing everything
This habit of labeling sometimes totally normal parts of the human experience as "ill" or "sick" or "broken" has become popular thanks to the busted Healthcare system in the United States. And while it is good and appropriate to call out illness when it is genuinely present, we've all probably gone a bit too far with it. I break down exactly what is up with this tendency to pathologize and why I think we need to let it go.
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Why You Need Radical Permission as a Cycle Breaker
Want to avoid spiraling into a deep pit of emotions everytime you start to think critically? In this episode I share how pairing Radical Permission with your critical thinking time can help you focus your energy on the important decision making work you've got to do on your cycle breaking journey!
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Intuition and its role in decision making
Its more important than you might guess. I cover the role of intution as well as some tips on how to strengthen and heal your relationship with your intution.
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This Scary Strategy will take your Cycle Breaking to the next level
In this epiesode I reveal one of my favorite strategies for learning to integrate your thining brain while listening to the wisdom of your emotions.
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First thoughts post-Sabbath
I breakdown specifically what benefits Sabbath had for me as a survivor of long term abuse, and what other survivors might want to think about on their own healing journey.
Mid-Sabbath update: Things have not gone as planned
Life doesn't stop for Sabbath, but I am doing my best to honor my intention to take this time for rest!
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One year after my abusive father passed
After recapping my father's passing, I explore how my life has changed one year later. Toward the end I share one of the most surprising outcomes of these past 12 months.
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Are we making the same exact mistake as the Boomers?
Working on subtle levels of healing and befriending my triggers, I have noticed how some of the reasoning my abusive father used were shared beliefs with folks of his same generation.
In this episode, I explore some of these shared beliefs and how my generation (Millennials) might be critical of the reasoning behind these ideas, while at the same time we may be repeating the very same reasoning pattern.
This is an invitation to reflect on our survivor tendency to stare at the darkness, and redefine our relationship with rainbows.
Do I Really Value Safety? Using Philosophy to explore our beliefs
I say I value safety but do I act that way? Here is a walk through my brain and how I'm unleashing the power of philosophy to help guide me through this chaos.
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The Power of Philosophy for Cycle Breakers Seeking Self-Improvement
Inspired by the introduction to Skye Cleary's How To Be Authentic, I explore the tension self-help has with core features of our identity as cycle breakers, and some of the reasons philosophy might be a better choice for us.
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Harnessing Chaos Energy for Good or least not self-destruction
When you grow up in chaos, you often crave chaos later in life. In this episode, I talk about how to manage that craving for familiarity without engaging in the more self-destructive side of this tendency.
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THIS is the Secret Sauce of Philosophy
I have been struggling to articulate exactly why philosophy is so freaking powerful to folks who are going against the status quo. On the heels of running the world's first ever Practical Philosophy course, I finally figured it out. In this episode I break it all down.
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Is healing content on social media exploitative?
Come with me as I wrestle with the realization that creating raw vulnerable healing content on social media can be both healing and harmful. I have no clear answers in this episode, just a real exploration of the reality of being a survivor content creator online.
Why you need to know yourself to make hard choices
In this episode I explore the ancient wisdom of "Know Thyself." I discuss exactly what this phrase means, and why this is a critical step in making difficult decisions. I then show how difficult decisions in my own life have been much easier to make because I did the work to know myself.
Why cycle breakers don't know nothing about philosophy (Spoiler: its the philosophers' fault)
I am spilling the tea on my colleagues! In this episode I explain why you tend to see a lot more psychology in cycle breaker spaces than you see philosophy, and what I am doing about the situation.
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Hang on a sec, what exactly is this philosophy thing?
Its taken me a long time to try to tackle this question head on here on the podcast since there really are so many different ways people define philosophy. However, I am finally laying out exactly how I think about this in my own work.
I break down the two main ways to understand exactly what philosophy is and where I think the real magic of philosophy lies for cycle breakers.
Philosophy's not just for survivors
After some hard thinking about what the real secret sauce is to philosophy, some changes are coming to Empowerment Through Thought. Inspired by the struggles with flying monkeys, I'll continue to serve my fellow survivors and call in all those seeking to go against the norms.
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Philosophy as the Untapped healing tool
There is trend in the healing space to reject psychology's talk therapy and embrace that healing must come at the level of the subconscious. In this episode, I explore how we can acknowledge the limitations of psychology's talk therapy without necessarily moving to the much more vulnerable space of the subconscious. I share how philosophy can is another way to engage in conscious dialogue that can produce extensive healing. And I share why I think philosophy has some intense benefits over psychology's approach to talk therapy.
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How to deal with suffering as a survivor of narcissistic abuse
Suffering follows us wherever we are on the survivor journey. We might as well learn how to live well within its presence. In this episode, I share some of Marcus Auerilius' thoughts on how to deal with inevitable suffering.
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Let's Deep Dive Into Grey Rock
You may have heard of grey rock, but I bet you haven't heard of Stoic Philosophy or Marcus Auerilius. In this episode, I explain why understanding the philosophic foundation of this popular technique for navigating toxic people can help you immensely. I share how it helped me on my journey and why it can help you deal with both guilt and anger.
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The Holidays Can Be Whatever The Hell You Want Them To Be
I pull insights on the value of listening to yourself as I reflect on what the holidays are looking like for me. Its a weird season and here are some good reasons to think that is totally okay.
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5 Months Since My Toxic Father Died - its affecting so much
Started playing with my current angst in the form of a fiction piece and I have discovered that it is wildly difficult to live in the peace that so many of us strive for on the journey.
The post on IG that I refer to is here: https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cl9z_a3jGnr/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link
There is no such thing as "Fully Healed"
We often strive to be the version of ourselves that are no longer burdened by the challenges of long-term abuse, but this idealization of our fully healed selves may be causing more harm than good. I explain why I think that there is no such thing as being fully healed and what survivors can focus on instead.
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You do not have to make progress on the healing journey
Why Social Media Might Be Hurting Your Healing Journey
Have you ever thought about how much power the algorithm has when it comes to your healing work? The more we rely on social media to help us on our healing journey, the more susceptible we are to the preferences of this robot.
In this episode I explore the potential shortcomings of social media as a tool for healing from abuse and what you can do about it.
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Learning to Welcome In the Feelings: Publicly Crying as a Survivor
Learning to allow emotions that once brought us a lot of heartache back into our lives in the wake of healing from toxic people can be a CHALLENGE. In this episode I reflect on my own recent experience crying in a public space and what us survivors can do who want to learn to heal our relationship to these formerly dangerous feelings.
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How To Let Go Of the Ghosts of Your Past
This episode is all about the identity crisis that comes up for us survivors of narcissistic abuse. Often we cling to old parts of ourselves since that served us well in navigating abusive environments, but as we make progress on the healing journey, we can struggle to make sense of these older parts of ourselves and the new folks that we are becoming.
As a fellow survivor currently going through some big identity shifts, I am sharing some of what I plan to do to help myself make peace with these ghosts from my past. You can follow my journey through this space over on my Instagram: www.instagram.com/empowermentthroughthought
Witnessing My Toxic Father's Final Words
In this episode, I talk about the final communication my toxic father ever sent me. I discuss a particular "witnessing" technique that I have been using to help ease the absolute horror and dismay his final cruel words have created in me.
I do not share any direct quotes from the letter, but I do discuss death and many of the harsh realities sacrifices we make to toxic parents.
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Finding Freedom in the Forbidden: Lean in to what toxic people ruled out
Ready for some fun healing! In this episode, I invite you to consider the stuff that toxic people forbid you from doing. I also share how this has been quite liberating on my own journey, including some spicy talk on the paranormal.
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Losing Friends on the healing journey
In this very raw episode, I share with you my recent experience of losing a friendship and how this too is part of the healing journey as survivors of narcissistic abuse.
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Permission to Feel GOOD as an Abuse Survivor
Sometimes feeling ok isn't enough. At some point on your healing journey, you are likely to want to actually feel GOOD. But how the heck do we accomplish that after navigating so much darkness? I share my recently developed ideas on how exactly to do that.
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How being guilt-free helped me at the memorial service
Much to my surprise, the memorial service of my toxic father was overall a good experience. In this episode I recap how the event went and unpack some of the reasons I think it was an overall good experience.
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Deciding to go to the Memorial
In this episode I walk you through my reasoning process to attend the memorial service for my recently deceased toxic father. Consider this a sort of case study of one survivor's journey through this part of the experience of being the adult child of a toxic person.
On the passing of my father
My first thoughts on some big takeaways from the recent passing of my father. It turns out the way people said this experience would go were wrong...
Dealing with Loneliness as a Survivor
Loneliness and isolation is one of the hardest things to deal with on our survivor journey. The bigger our boundaries get the more distant we can feel from the folks around us. In this episode, I talk about how I am working to ensure that us survivors never have to feel lonely again!
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Self-Worth On The Survivor Journey
Toxic people taught us directly that we are not worthy of goodness and beauty in our lives. Unfortunately, survivors have likely interanlized these messages and are likely to have self-worth issues popping up in unexpected places. Listen to this episode to hear what I'm talking about and what you can do about it!
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Shutting down my toxic father's house
Hot of the heels of shutting down this house, I am bringing you a recap and the biggest lessons I learned along the way. If you have worried about what it will be like shutting down the house of a toxic person, this episode is for you.
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Body Shame and Toxic People
This episode original published in September 2021 covers such an important topic that I really wanted to bring it back to y'all. It is was a very difficult episode for me to originally come up with, and it hits on topics that are so so important in the abuse recovery journey. Hope you enjoy!
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What the heck is philosophical counseling?!
In this episode I share a piece I wrote on explaining what exactly philosophical counseling is. I explore how it differs from mental health services and how it compares to life-coaching.
You can read the original piece here https://theprofessorisin.com/2022/03/31/what-the-heck-is-philosophical-counseling/?fbclid=IwAR3rbDoHHfHPAKSnly6U0ZMwlMVv4KXWBTxp5OFsea0WtjrybKqcF4dFbc4
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Forgiveness really *is* optional
After a recent explosion on Instagram, it was clearly time to do a deep dive on the controversial topic of forgiveness. Many folks in the survivor community seem to think that you must forgive toxic people in order to heal. In this episode, I bring in the work of Aristotle, Kant, Hume, and a contemporary philosopher named John Kekes to show why forgiveness really is optional.
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Resources I used in this show:
- Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy Entry: https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/forgiveness/
- Kekes, John. “Blame versus Forgiveness.” The Monist 92, no. 4 (2009): 488–506. http://www.jstor.org/stable/27904141.
Not everyone has the privilege of no-contact
While the standard advice for dealing with toxic people is to go no-contact, what enables a person to be able to do that often depends on a bunch of things that are outside their control. In this episode I explore how privilege plays into the decision to go no-contact, and why those folks who are not able to do so can still make a lot of progress on their journey.
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